Mom brought up a huge load of life on me... car insurance fee (won't be able to pay), license renewal (may be able to pay including required current inspection, repairs may very if needed), get my property tax form for 2011 (which for some reason did not get nor for 2012, will find out later. Depending on the price on the tax and how much they usually cost based on car year, 98 for me, may not be able to pay) and then the big one that has me shaken up right now... getting a job that pays more than this "job" i have of running the sound board since the payment is always TBD and rare... sigh... I'm not gonna lie, that is going to be the most scariest thing for me... about as scary as a kid first going to a daycare or school, seeing all new faces, scared and may start to cry wanting their parents.
