Bad Day!

Where do I start?

This morning at 7am (usually wake up close to day time) I woke up. Couldn't get much sleep since my mind was racing on some thoughts.

I see a picture a friend of mine posted on facebook, making a silly gibberish comment with it. A friend of her's replied in the same way. Judging on the picture, my friend in a messy bun, slightly messy white buttoned shirt, and eye linear I didn't notice at the time, and the comments, I thought it was a picture of herself waking up, trying to be silly. So I leave a comment saying, "Wake-up mode?" and she gets... very offended to that somehow. She then bluntly said to me in a chat to not leave any comments on her pictures. What? She somehow found that comment not nice, and I just don't see how it could have been. It was just a silly comment, period.

I then pointed out I left a comment on a picture of a kitten wearing a frog hat with angry eyes on it (this). The comment I left said "Not sure which eyes to look at... the angry eyes or the kitten eyes. o.o" The poster, her friend, liked my status. That was less than 2 weeks ago. She then asks why I commented on her friend's pic. Well her, my friend, was tagged in it so it showed up on my news feed of her being tagged in it, which does give me the right to comment on it. She then states it's not her pic therefore I shouldn't comment on it. What?

I just left it at that, since it wouldn't go anywhere but a huge argument. The day didn't end there though.

Later Dad comes in telling me he got an e-mail from a friend of his, someone I'm not familiar with, stating he would like to hire me for a sale he's doing on Saturday (tomorrow at that time) and that I could reach him either through e-mail or phone. Dad stated it was sent last night (at 10:22 pm) and I should just call him. Dad claims that I know him when I really don't. "He's a guy from church." okay? Even the description of him didn't help. I was persistent in just e-mailng him. So Dad, out of some frustration, forwarded the e-mail to me.

Since I don't really know the guy, making a phone call would make me a bit too nervous. Mainly I don't know when I contact him he's going to make a strong greeting on me, which will scare me away by 5 miles, lay all the detail on me at once like a dump truck and quickly, and because I stutter a lot when I'm nervous, he might not give me enough time to make a full sentence and just take part of it and I might end up being hired for something that I wasn't told about in detail.

In the e-mail I wrote that I needed some detail about his "sale" and what he wants to hire me for. That's all I asked. Needed more detail. I don't know if he wants to hire me to move things around, I wouldn't mind, or help sell stuff, which is out of the question for me.

I sent the e-mail in the morning... it's night time and there has been no reply from the guy. Dad comes up, asking me if I gotten a reply, I said no. He goes on a little rant saying I should've just talked to him on the phone. Well I don't know anything about this guy! I don't know his work hours or what he does! The fact he sent it last night at 10pm, is irrelevant to me!

After I sent the e-mail, had a bad feeling he wanted to hire me for something that I wouldn't be able to do comfortably and would have to decline, then Dad might say I should've just gave it a try since he's going to pay me, and/or that he was disappointed in me for declining. In retrospect, no reply is probably a good thing right now.

While in those long hours of that, I needed someone to talk to for comfort... apparently she's been ignoring me, unintentionally. She gets distracted and forgets someone is trying to contact her at times, which personally drives me nuts at times. She means well, don't get me wrong... but I wish she would check often to see if anyone has been trying to reach her lately or remember to see who has been trying. I'm not trying to be mean... she's the closest friend I have, out of few, right now.

At times it makes me wish I could just poke her with a very long stick to remind her to check any incoming messages. Despite I tend to ramble and leave mindless messages that would annoy most people... I just need constant reassurance that I'm not alone or forgotten. Abandonment issues... what can I say?

That's pretty much it on this terrible, horrible, no good, very bad day I had.

Hope tomorrow makes up for it... my head hurts with all this tension and frustration build up in one day.