Bad Day!

Where do I start?

This morning at 7am (usually wake up close to day time) I woke up. Couldn't get much sleep since my mind was racing on some thoughts.

I am a Genius! Hidden/Secret Mine Shaft Entrance

Idea: Want to make a mineshaft under my house.

Problem: Want to make the entrance look inconspicuous (despite it's single player) and not stand out when not in use and the switch is removed.

Solution: Use sticky pistons to push and pull the block and a piston to push the block up. Use a NOT gate (red stone torch).

Problem: How to get down without breaking neck, and able to get back up.

Solution: Water Elevator! Ladders will only prevent blocks from being moved or get detached from the wall.

Problem: Water will disappear if there is a solid block on the source water block.

Solution: Put the source block one block away from the path of the solid block and sticky piston. Place it under a block and to the side.

Tried the Demo of Tera Online, Mix Feelings

This was a message I sent to Jeff, who is a chief developer, in Antilia.

Feels of a Call

Lately, I've get these feelings that something is calling me... not just anything, but the school district I graduated from. So far the calls have only been wanting me to take a walk to the elementary school I went to, behind a fence, and look at it. Same with the high school, but on top of a hill at a local church. Haven't gotten any callings from the middle school, however.

I don't know if I should ignore these or... just take a walk to those two places when they call. I could use some air anyway. Who knows... if I visit them, meaning looking at them from a distance and reminisce, I may find something in my mind for closure or fix on how I remember. It is summer break so... got plenty of time.

Old Song, Sad Memories, Future Hope

On the way home from church, this old song, "What Hurts the Most" by Rascal Flatts, was playing on the radio.  I haven't heard this song in... several years.

Sad memories came to my mind while this was being played. A girl I had a crush on, but couldn't admit my love to her. She then moves away by 8th grade, and I felt alone, filled with regret for not saying anything to her.

Communication Failure on a Job Offering

Yesterday I was told about a job offer for pet and house sitting for 9 days (from Monday to next Wednesday). I was told about this from my mom, from a friend of my dad's, and who I also know.

The job was to watch over pets: fish, cats, and two Cocker Spaniel dogs. Fish would be a breeze, cats I have good experience with (I miss Cleo), but for dogs... no experience. Originally the plan was to see the dogs the next day, see I could get acquainted with them and such. It was a "maybe" at that point. Years past I would get a little afraid because of their "strong greetings" they would have on people. I don't like strong greetings... makes me feel like I'm being threaten.

Ravensmore

Had a strange dream... trying to piece it together as they all appear to be related to each other somehow.

Boredom... a Crude Virus

For the past few week or so, been rather bored... very bored actually. I really don't know what to do these days!

Every day I wake up, get some sort of breakfast, usually cereal, be on my laptop, listen to music, play some video games, alone, sleep and repeat. I don't have much of a creative mind... especially since it's not really being appreciated these days or lack of feedback. I can't really draw that all well... and writing stories is something I always put myself into a corner. Reading, like novels and non-fiction, majority just puts me to sleep, even if it is easy reading. Can't really find a hobby that will stick either for me, or that I can continue doing.