Regardless of the server, when things get too tense for me on TF2, like someone able to get headshot after headshot to the point that they may be suspected of using an aimbot, or just seems like I can't do anything right no matter what, I find it trouble for me to walk away and do something else. Reason is that if I quit I'll feel like a quitter and that I'll be letting those players get to me of being nothing but a failure, even at the end when it gets fun and more relaxed. I'm probably too full of pride to swallow and cut my loses. Just... hate being showed up like that one after another and that I'm just pathetic in anything, regardless of how I'm progressing.
On the new server I go to, there's this player that is stupidly unbelievably good at sniping. One headshot after another after another, no hesitation what so ever from this guy. It's very aggravating to me and I'm sure to other players. First day on that server for me I was happy and having fun, next day can't make two steps out of spawn without getting headshoted instantly.
Showing posts with label Team Fortress 2. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Team Fortress 2. Show all posts
March 15, 2013
March 14, 2013
Another TF2 Server, None but Fun.
I found this server after watching some reality-show type series on youtube that showed players having fun on a server. I loved the series and thought about checking out the server. Right now, having a lot of fun on it, better than other server I go to, which is starting to make a recovery.
Overall I found the server more fun than intense compared to the other server. This is a server I may go to more often than the other. There is one thing different about this server though. Friendly Fire is always on. It is something that I'm trying to get used to. At first I accidentally kept killing my team mates, and it's hard to spy check if you're not a pyro without teamkilling. Eventually I went from TK after TK to only team damage and barely any TK's. It's still something to get used to though in time.
Overall I found the server more fun than intense compared to the other server. This is a server I may go to more often than the other. There is one thing different about this server though. Friendly Fire is always on. It is something that I'm trying to get used to. At first I accidentally kept killing my team mates, and it's hard to spy check if you're not a pyro without teamkilling. Eventually I went from TK after TK to only team damage and barely any TK's. It's still something to get used to though in time.
February 9, 2013
1 Lost = 1 Step to Victory
Sigh... I really hate it when I get showed up so easily. I was on another server today, as the usual server was in a game mode I didn't wish to partake in, and well... sigh... I'm still fricken terrible. There was this player named etney.mms. He's a... basically at "god" level at Team Fortress 2. Knows exactly where to hit with the direct hit, very good at dodging on any class, and it's one heck of a challenging player... although I do wish he would ease up a bit, making the game hard enough than it should be.
I'm not gonna lie, with him getting a high accuracy with that direct hit, I was suspecting aimbotting, but was proved wrong as I didn't seen him actually twitch around, he just has very good aim and reflexes. Sigh... it's people like these that make me depressed that I still suck at something.
I'm not gonna lie, with him getting a high accuracy with that direct hit, I was suspecting aimbotting, but was proved wrong as I didn't seen him actually twitch around, he just has very good aim and reflexes. Sigh... it's people like these that make me depressed that I still suck at something.
February 1, 2013
Good Day That Started Out Stressful
Sorta smiliar to my last entry of what happened but sorta reverse.
I went to another server, for a change to get away from the riff raff, and felt proud of how good I was doing as a Spy (despite the server had bots, too good for bots anyway, eventually enough players logged in that no bots were in the server). I don't play Spy much, but trying to get the hang of it. Gotta work on my backstabs and how to aim with the revolver more.
So after that went back to the ordinary server... having fun with backstabbing people when I get the chance, and one person just goes on a man-hunt after ONE backstab, despite he tried to kill me before then. He just ruins the fun of it all when he gets like that. Still don't understand him...
Decided to take a few hours break. Came back and players that were more at my skill level and friendly (more fun than showing up), majority wise. Helpful when there is less people on too, less chaos and stress. It was nice to have fun for once with players more in my area of playing TF2. Too many hardcores and it's nothing but stress and frustration.
Majority wise did have fun, however gonna start avoiding that server though. Became more and more hostile, especially at me.
I went to another server, for a change to get away from the riff raff, and felt proud of how good I was doing as a Spy (despite the server had bots, too good for bots anyway, eventually enough players logged in that no bots were in the server). I don't play Spy much, but trying to get the hang of it. Gotta work on my backstabs and how to aim with the revolver more.
So after that went back to the ordinary server... having fun with backstabbing people when I get the chance, and one person just goes on a man-hunt after ONE backstab, despite he tried to kill me before then. He just ruins the fun of it all when he gets like that. Still don't understand him...
Decided to take a few hours break. Came back and players that were more at my skill level and friendly (more fun than showing up), majority wise. Helpful when there is less people on too, less chaos and stress. It was nice to have fun for once with players more in my area of playing TF2. Too many hardcores and it's nothing but stress and frustration.
Majority wise did have fun, however gonna start avoiding that server though. Became more and more hostile, especially at me.
January 31, 2013
Bad Day
Over the weekend and Monday I had good eventful days. Made a bank account (needed mom's assistance with it), able to cash in my checks that were pilling up since late October, Jazz Service at the church, Grandma's "Music Salon" which was her (postponed, due to recent death of Grandpa) birthday celebration, and then game night. Eventful good days and happy moments. Tuesday was a calm/lazy day, well needed after the weekend + Monday events. Wednesday, however, was just bad for me.
I haven't logged into the Tf2 server since last Saturday, because of so much that happened over the weekend and Monday. Tuesday I just didn't bother. Wednesday, was just stressful.
I go into the server, they're in a mode that I'm not too fond of, Arena. Especially when it has plenty of hardcore players in it. Just wouldn't be fun to me, especially with a certain few that enjoys making never ending sarcastic remarks and put downs, thinking they're just being funny when they're getting personal with those comments.
I haven't logged into the Tf2 server since last Saturday, because of so much that happened over the weekend and Monday. Tuesday I just didn't bother. Wednesday, was just stressful.
I go into the server, they're in a mode that I'm not too fond of, Arena. Especially when it has plenty of hardcore players in it. Just wouldn't be fun to me, especially with a certain few that enjoys making never ending sarcastic remarks and put downs, thinking they're just being funny when they're getting personal with those comments.
January 19, 2013
Doing All the Work
Do you ever get those moments where it feels like you're doing all the work for your team whether it's in gaming, business, event, etc.? I get those too when I'm on a poor stacked team of players in TF2. It's very frustrating.
I know it's just a game and all... but I don't like to lose by getting bulldozed. If the round was more evenly matched and tense, I wouldn't mind if we lose or not. I don't want it too easy either. I like a challenge, but not an impossible one at least.
If I see too many experience and/or hardcore players in the server, depending on how the teams are laid out, I may or may not join in the game but spectate a bit. Easy matches bore me (along with lack of players) and highly difficult matches will just frustrate me to no end.
I know it's just a game and all... but I don't like to lose by getting bulldozed. If the round was more evenly matched and tense, I wouldn't mind if we lose or not. I don't want it too easy either. I like a challenge, but not an impossible one at least.
If I see too many experience and/or hardcore players in the server, depending on how the teams are laid out, I may or may not join in the game but spectate a bit. Easy matches bore me (along with lack of players) and highly difficult matches will just frustrate me to no end.
January 5, 2013
Harassment and Bullying
Just recently I was getting harassed and bullied by two players on a TF2 server I normally go to. (It has god mode on maps that don't have an objective, i.e. "dm", or death match, maps. Get god mode when you spawn, lose it when you attack or alt attack; shouldn't taunt kill in god mode either.)
It all started on the map mlp_hearths_warming_cabinv2. A blue heavy was waiting outside of red spawn, on top of a fire place, spinning his mini-gun, awaiting anyone to leave though that doorway to kill them. (There is another doorway where players can exit and enter, but that's not the point). Basically spawn camping, which is not allowed on certain type of maps. I would just air blast the heavy off, causing him to be forced down to a table (part of the map, also where the another doorway leads to) and just repeat. He would constantly say "white knight", whatever that was suppose to mean, when I air blasted him off from our spawn. The blue heavy is fully aware of the rules, but kept on doing it anyway.
It all started on the map mlp_hearths_warming_cabinv2. A blue heavy was waiting outside of red spawn, on top of a fire place, spinning his mini-gun, awaiting anyone to leave though that doorway to kill them. (There is another doorway where players can exit and enter, but that's not the point). Basically spawn camping, which is not allowed on certain type of maps. I would just air blast the heavy off, causing him to be forced down to a table (part of the map, also where the another doorway leads to) and just repeat. He would constantly say "white knight", whatever that was suppose to mean, when I air blasted him off from our spawn. The blue heavy is fully aware of the rules, but kept on doing it anyway.
October 12, 2012
Arrogant Admin
In a TF2 server I regularly go to, there's an admin on there that I have no respect for. Far as I know, he likes to show off and get a little carried away with his admin powers. For instance, at times he would change the next map, despite there's a voting system for that, to a map that isn't part of the rotation. Arena_Nucleus and Arena_Well.
What really peeved me the most was that he changed it without anyone voting or having any say about it. He would even cancel a vote that is about to happen or after the vote he would change it. He always complains about a certain map that "some cannot load" and would change it instantly to a map that is out of the rotation. There is a search engine called "Google". You can look up the map and version, with any other needed keywords, and find a link that'll have that version with a download like. The map is dm_cloudsdale_b5. For some reason the server won't download and players will have to go looking for it (that's what I did, didn't hear me whining about it.)
What really peeved me the most was that he changed it without anyone voting or having any say about it. He would even cancel a vote that is about to happen or after the vote he would change it. He always complains about a certain map that "some cannot load" and would change it instantly to a map that is out of the rotation. There is a search engine called "Google". You can look up the map and version, with any other needed keywords, and find a link that'll have that version with a download like. The map is dm_cloudsdale_b5. For some reason the server won't download and players will have to go looking for it (that's what I did, didn't hear me whining about it.)
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