From Bad to Great!

In Eden Eternal, had to do a quest that required a dungeon. Again 1-player dungeon was an option, but decided to have a party instead. Joined a party as a Thief, eventually got kicked out for dying only twice by an impatient, and hesitant to attack, tank. One of those players where everything has to be just right for them. He even said I could tell him what to do if I was a tank. So I took up on that offer and showed him how it's really done. Of course he got mad and kicked me out of the party. What a brat... eventually he came out and started bragging that he was finished. I paid no mind.

So I waited by the entrance looking for a party.

Made a new party, cleric this time... but was also a bust as the party members DCed (Disconnected) or had to leave while in the middle of the dungeon.

Little Company After the Dungeon

After writing all that down, I noticed a thief, with a level around me, sat next to me in the pictures I showed. Name was lucyluck. She was there for reminiscing mainly, but we talked a little.

I mentioned at times the clouds in the game look like they're moving. The really don't but... it's a neat illusion that I enjoy.

We sat there in silence for a few minutes.

I logged out as food was ready, and I was hungry. Food does calm the nerves you know. I said my good byes and saying thanks for the company and reminding me it's nice to know there's still nice players in this game. Gave her a hug and left.

Jerk in Eden Eternal

I was playing as a Thief (my usual class) in the game when I asked for some aid for a dungeon. I could do a 1-player dungeon, but won't really get anything out of it. 1-player dungeon is mainly for quests, no exp, money or drops are given. In encourages partying basically. So I ask a bit for some aid, repeat it after some time passes by... then I decided to just go do a 1-player dungeon.

As I started I see in the chat iBugs is looking for a party as well. I leave the dungeon and ask for an invite. Got invited and changed the channel to 1, by request of Brul, a Ursun with a character level in his mid 40's, who is the leader of the party.

Long Wait for any Invitations

While writing my last entry, this other bother came to mind. I had to cut out whatever I had and rewrite it a bit.

I've always long to be invited to events or activities while in school from students or friends able to persuade me enough to get evolve in any that I don't usually do or had any interest in. I remember some students tried before, but that included rapping or working out majority wise. Eventually I was never invited to anything... school plays, dances, bon fires, games, concerts etc. Even though I may not enjoy them... I wouldn't mind going for a friend. As long as my friend is having fun or enjoying it, that's all for me. Bonus if I enjoyed it too.

If Only I Was Brave

A webcomic page from Roomies (have to start from here) has brought another bother to me. As a child I wasn't very brave... always shy and scared. Couldn't even stand up for myself. I always doubted myself and let it get to me. I don't recall any chances of being brave, or maybe I'm just blocking them out so I won't feel guilty of being a coward. Either way... haven't really seen any chances to show any braveness in me. I don't even know if I have any!

I can't help but wonder that... if I did, or could, show any braveness... I would probably have a chance to get a girlfriend, or at least a long time friend... a true friend. I know I have one right now, but it's not exactly the same as I wanted, but it's something to keep me going at least.

Can't help but feel it's too late for me to show any braveness now... or that there never was a chance for me.