Two-sides of the Same Coin

A long time ago, on a fan-site I went to very often, currently on a slow renovating phase, there was a member that got banned, who was very arrogant and up-tight, and would suck up to mods and admins on the site, while at the same time give others a hard time. The member in this post shall be called Alba, in reference to the character from Ace Attorney Investigations: Miles Edgeworth Quercus Alba (Theme: The Enemy Who Surpasses the Law).

Few years ago, Alba was a kind person, very greeting and welcoming to others. At that time, the fan-site was trying to keep fans of an online game together, during and after the game was still around. He, me, and a few others took part in a little pod casting group, which only lasted under a year.

When the game resurfaced a second time under a new company, there was disappointment in the air on all the fans. It eventually closed down again, because it was a failure. The rebirth of the game was the same as before, however worse than the original. It died in months.

After that, the pod casting died out. This is when things gone sour for everyone.

Music In a Cavern

For over a year now, I've been helping in Alpha testing a MMORPG called Antilia. It's a dream come true for me. It's a very wonderful game, especially with a wonderful community right now. The background music is good, loops perfectly, very calm, soothing, and not over the top or quickly boring - however has in the past caused me and a few others to fall sleep, I call it "Jigglypuff Music".

Arrogant Admin

In a TF2 server I regularly go to, there's an admin on there that I have no respect for. Far as I know, he likes to show off and get a little carried away with his admin powers. For instance, at times he would change the next map, despite there's a voting system for that, to a map that isn't part of the rotation. Arena_Nucleus and Arena_Well.

What really peeved me the most was that he changed it without anyone voting or having any say about it. He would even cancel a vote that is about to happen or after the vote he would change it. He always complains about a certain map that "some cannot load" and would change it instantly to a map that is out of the rotation. There is a search engine called "Google". You can look up the map and version, with any other needed keywords, and find a link that'll have that version with a download like. The map is dm_cloudsdale_b5. For some reason the server won't download and players will have to go looking for it (that's what I did, didn't hear me whining about it.)

Past Month Update

Sorry for not making an entry for a month. Haven't had much to write down these days. I should explain what has happened up till now.

Death in a Related Family

My Dad's Brother's Aunt's Sister was found dead by a possible overdose or a mixture of drugs, based on what I was given (I'm rarely on the loop of family issues and general topics). Even though I never knew this woman, dad claims I did years ago. After seeing a few pictures of her after the funeral I attended, did ring some bells but nothing much else. I didn't want to attended the funeral since I barely to never knew her, so didn't see the point in going. Not like it means anything for not being there, but dad made one of his infamous guilt trip moves on me to get me to attend.

Birthday

My birthday was the 14th, 22 years old now. It was... special this time. One I'm sure to remember for a long time. Gotten a lot of gifts, coincidental, in TF2 by secret saxtons, gives a random gift to someone on the server, that a few people were doing on a server I go to usually. Got some weapons, one I've been wanting for a long time and to craft, the Homewrecker. It'll really come in handing.

Big Life Bomb Shell

Mom brought up a huge load of life on me... car insurance fee (won't be able to pay), license renewal (may be able to pay including required current inspection, repairs may very if needed), get my property tax form for 2011 (which for some reason did not get nor for 2012, will find out later. Depending on the price on the tax and how much they usually cost based on car year, 98 for me, may not be able to pay) and then the big one that has me shaken up right now... getting a job that pays more than this "job" i have of running the sound board since the payment is always TBD and rare... sigh... I'm not gonna lie, that is going to be the most scariest thing for me... about as scary as a kid first going to a daycare or school, seeing all new faces, scared and may start to cry wanting their parents.