Doing All the Work

Do you ever get those moments where it feels like you're doing all the work for your team whether it's in gaming, business, event, etc.? I get those too when I'm on a poor stacked team of players in TF2. It's very frustrating.

I know it's just a game and all... but I don't like to lose by getting bulldozed. If the round was more evenly matched and tense, I wouldn't mind if we lose or not. I don't want it too easy either. I like a challenge, but not an impossible one at least.

If  I see too many experience and/or hardcore players in the server, depending on how the teams are laid out, I may or may not join in the game but spectate a bit. Easy matches bore me (along with lack of players) and highly difficult matches will just frustrate me to no end.

I don't want to feel like I'm doing all the work for my team. I try to help as much as I can and if at all possible, some do the same for me. If only some would communicate as well. I try to, but some don't acknowledge it (or as it appears to be).

Trying to get better at the game on some classes, but in some techniques wish I could get a teacher for it. When I face bots in practice mode, I'm able to predict more of their moves. While online, I can't predict much and merely just guessing.

Never easy to predict another player's move for me. Others can read me like a book, while I try to read them like an ancient scroll that has lost some of it's writings in ink, and in a different language too. I have moments I'm able to predict their moves... but I don't know if those were flukes or not. I can't say "lucky" because I somehow knew and wasn't just guessing either. Starting to think I may be getting better, but still choosing my fights wisely, if at all possible anyway.