Catch Up

Been a while since I've last made an entry here. Guess I'm slowly abandoning this blog for another I made, or see no point in using this blog anyway.

I have a 2nd job: carpet cleaner assistant. For a few months dad has made 3 attempts to get me a job. One being a waiter, interview crashed and burn, no application. Second was working at a vet with my sister, I would've loved to work there because of cats (I missing having a cat around the house), but the application form was what failed me. Hand writing is bad and it required some medical knowledge and able to carry 50 lbs., which I have trouble on my own to even carry 35 lbs. Never got a call back. So I got hired on the spot in the carpet cleaning business since the other assistant quit, and because dad is the primary assistant too, at times we work with each other and the boss.

Making good money, hours vary on the job I'm called up for per week, usually day-time and weekdays, rarely night thankfully. Wish I worked at the vet though, be less stressful on my muscles and body, and get to hang around with cats. Get so thirsty and out of breath by one hour of labor work. There was never a huge encourage in P.E. or exercise for me.

So my life is progressing a bit more, still at a snail pace though. Sigh... am I happy? Sorta, but could be better.

Equestria Girls Trailer

While a lot of people expect this movie to be crap, a stereotypical high school drama/romance, and just a sell out of the series, judging by this trailer alone I'm not expecting that at all. At first I believe it was announced to be a spin-off series. I think there was a miss-communication since the announcement came with a leak picture of the main 6 in human form, but in rainbow colors instead of black and white, that's a plus that I like so far. In the trailer contains a track from the movie, that sounds very very good.

Judging by the trailer alone, I'm not really seeing any sign of "High School romance/drama". Never been a fan of that, hence why I never watched High School Musical.

I feel it's going to be like the main series just in human form in an alternate universe. I am relieved that it's a movie instead of a series. I do look forward to this but maybe not in a theater, not really open about this. Might change my mind though by June 16.

I don't know what the plot in the movie is though, like to see a trailer about that. However, if I see a sign of romance or more than a little drama (I am expecting a little) then I may have to wait for it to be on TV/DVD at least.

My comment in the vid:

I see potential in this movie.

I thought it was going to be a series, but instead it's a full blown movie instead. That has me happy! I see it as bit of a spin-off though since it looks like it's going from colored talking ponies to colored human (beats black and white humans) like an alternate universe just different species, with fingers and clothes.

Hopefully another trailer will explain the story, like to watch that. Love the music so far. ^_^

When Walking Away Feels I'm Giving Up

Regardless of the server, when things get too tense for me on TF2, like someone able to get headshot after headshot to the point that they may be suspected of using an aimbot, or just seems like I can't do anything right no matter what, I find it trouble for me to walk away and do something else. Reason is that if I quit I'll feel like a quitter and that I'll be letting those players get to me of being nothing but a failure, even at the end when it gets fun and more relaxed. I'm probably too full of pride to swallow and cut my loses. Just... hate being showed up like that one after another and that I'm just pathetic in anything, regardless of how I'm progressing. 

On the new server I go to, there's this player that is stupidly unbelievably good at sniping. One headshot after another after another, no hesitation what so ever from this guy. It's very aggravating to me and I'm sure to other players. First day on that server for me I was happy and having fun, next day can't make two steps out of spawn without getting headshoted instantly.

Another TF2 Server, None but Fun.

I found this server after watching some reality-show type series on youtube that showed players having fun on a server. I loved the series and thought about checking out the server. Right now, having a lot of fun on it, better than other server I go to, which is starting to make a recovery.

Overall I found the server more fun than intense compared to the other server. This is a server I may go to more often than the other. There is one thing different about this server though. Friendly Fire is always on. It is something that I'm trying to get used to. At first I accidentally kept killing my team mates, and it's hard to spy check if you're not a pyro without teamkilling. Eventually I went from TK after TK to only team damage and barely any TK's. It's still something to get used to though in time.

Feel of a Little Guilt

While I'm having fun on Mabinogi, I have also been lucky as well, or so it feels like, and getting powerful too... however, I seem to have lost track of why I started playing in the first place... to have fun with my friends. Even when they're not online, I am. Guess Mabinogi got me addicted to it.

With the events right now, was able to find items that people would drop on the ground like equipment, or find good weapons and clothes from treasure chests or drops. Even though I know my inventory can't hold so much, I keep finding these things. Selling them though isn't exactly easy since I don't exactly know the market that all well yet and don't know how to sell them either without them taking up space in my inventory.

Right now I feel like I'm leaving a friend behind even though she started roughly before me. So far we're on the same story quest, I like to keep it that way, but I don't want to exceed more than her, but around the same. She is good, but lack of time to play where she lives... and I just continue to progress on further than her. I feel ashamed right now.