When I Was Actually Happy and Free of Thoughts

By Anialator

Seeing this fan-picture of Mike and Lucy, during middle school years I believe it is taking place, being friends back then, reminded me of something... something of my past that I've long forgotten.

I wasn't always thinking, so paranoid, so judgemental, so tense. I was more happy, carefree, and not thinking so much. Even had fun.

I wonder now where all that has gone... how I am right now today... just isn't working out for me. Too late for me to go back to being happy and such. I've tried... but my current state just overcomes it easily.

I wonder... where the other students I met in elementary are doing right now... the original class I started with... most of the originals moved by the time middle school started. Their parents were smart... mine were stubborn.

...Feel so abandoned.