Lately, I've get these feelings that something is calling me... not just anything, but the school district I graduated from. So far the calls have only been wanting me to take a walk to the elementary school I went to, behind a fence, and look at it. Same with the high school, but on top of a hill at a local church. Haven't gotten any callings from the middle school, however.
I don't know if I should ignore these or... just take a walk to those two places when they call. I could use some air anyway. Who knows... if I visit them, meaning looking at them from a distance and reminisce, I may find something in my mind for closure or fix on how I remember. It is summer break so... got plenty of time.
June 18, 2012
Old Song, Sad Memories, Future Hope
On the way home from church, this old song, "What Hurts the Most" by Rascal Flatts, was playing on the radio. I haven't heard this song in... several years.
Sad memories came to my mind while this was being played. A girl I had a crush on, but couldn't admit my love to her. She then moves away by 8th grade, and I felt alone, filled with regret for not saying anything to her.
Sad memories came to my mind while this was being played. A girl I had a crush on, but couldn't admit my love to her. She then moves away by 8th grade, and I felt alone, filled with regret for not saying anything to her.
June 15, 2012
Communication Failure on a Job Offering
Yesterday I was told about a job offer for pet and house sitting for 9 days (from Monday to next Wednesday). I was told about this from my mom, from a friend of my dad's, and who I also know.
The job was to watch over pets: fish, cats, and two Cocker Spaniel dogs. Fish would be a breeze, cats I have good experience with (I miss Cleo), but for dogs... no experience. Originally the plan was to see the dogs the next day, see I could get acquainted with them and such. It was a "maybe" at that point. Years past I would get a little afraid because of their "strong greetings" they would have on people. I don't like strong greetings... makes me feel like I'm being threaten.
The job was to watch over pets: fish, cats, and two Cocker Spaniel dogs. Fish would be a breeze, cats I have good experience with (I miss Cleo), but for dogs... no experience. Originally the plan was to see the dogs the next day, see I could get acquainted with them and such. It was a "maybe" at that point. Years past I would get a little afraid because of their "strong greetings" they would have on people. I don't like strong greetings... makes me feel like I'm being threaten.
June 9, 2012
Ravensmore
Had a strange dream... trying to piece it together as they all appear to be related to each other somehow.
Boredom... a Crude Virus
For the past few week or so, been rather bored... very bored actually. I really don't know what to do these days!
Every day I wake up, get some sort of breakfast, usually cereal, be on my laptop, listen to music, play some video games, alone, sleep and repeat. I don't have much of a creative mind... especially since it's not really being appreciated these days or lack of feedback. I can't really draw that all well... and writing stories is something I always put myself into a corner. Reading, like novels and non-fiction, majority just puts me to sleep, even if it is easy reading. Can't really find a hobby that will stick either for me, or that I can continue doing.
Every day I wake up, get some sort of breakfast, usually cereal, be on my laptop, listen to music, play some video games, alone, sleep and repeat. I don't have much of a creative mind... especially since it's not really being appreciated these days or lack of feedback. I can't really draw that all well... and writing stories is something I always put myself into a corner. Reading, like novels and non-fiction, majority just puts me to sleep, even if it is easy reading. Can't really find a hobby that will stick either for me, or that I can continue doing.
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